hey hey

today was a very tiring day. we went to Fu Chun primary and started on the wall mural. i was kinda looking forward to it initially. thought it would have been fun, painting walls and stuff. by the end of the day, i'm kinda hoping we would be able to finish it within 3 or 4 weeks and not have to go back again. oh well.. we'll see how it goes.

today kin was nice to drive us around for a little bit. went to seleter camp and caught a great breeze. i like his car. it's alot of motivation to get a license. haha.. i had thought of it before, but today was a huge motivation boost.

anyways, i got to chat with her last night on msn =] it was nice just to be talking to her again.. though i didn't hear her voice, i couldn't ask for more. i miss her.
when i get my car, in a loooong time, i think i'd go for drives by myself. it's nice to just drive around and listen to nice songs and think.
i wonder how she's feeling. i wonder if she still thinks about me. hai.. i just know i think of her everyday and i would give anything in this world, even my dreams of being a pilot for her. oh well.. Dear God, please, please, please give her a guy who will love, cherish, protect and respect her. let her be happy. only then will i live a lonely life, missing someone for as long as i live, but alive nonetheless. people out there, say what you want. i'm adament.

as for now, i'll just try to make the best of things.
her hurting didn't help me move on. it made me ask why. it broke me. but helped me understand that i wouldn't have wanted it any other way. i will always be hers to break.

have a nice day folks.

haha i have a blog. stupid.

it's my first time coming to media lessons after 6 months. haha.. i think i ought to catch up and make up for the last semester. no time to be a little to lazy, a little too irresponsible anymore. ok so, i have to create a blog. i think it's quite stupid cuz i hardly ever update the one i have on friendster anyway. i just don't see the significance in telling everyone about my day. no one REALLY bothers anyway. BUT, i guess i am required and have already created this blog. yay... so teacher, where's my marks? haha